Ours is a story Half Baked...

I cannot write about what I do not understand, what I cannot make sense of;

I cannot write about YOU,

I cannot write about US,

Ours is a story half baked.

I cannot write about what I do not understand, what I cannot make sense of;

It never did make sense to me,

How I could LOVE so much what isn’t mine,

How I could love so much what I strongly believed I did not want,

How could I love you?

I cannot write about what I do not understand, what I cannot make sense of;

How our souls became so intertwined,

How strongly we were drawn to each other,

How like night and day our worlds did not mix

And yet there we were.

It never did make sense to me.

I cannot write about what I do not understand, what I cannot make sense of,

How we created love and light,

And yet between us a cloud of darkness hovers.

Silence.

Distance.

As if that LOVE, did not exist,

And yet I see it every day,

In HIS eyes.

I cannot write about what I do not understand, what I cannot make sense of,

How our tomorrows will be.

His,

Yours,

Mine.

Ours? 

I cannot write about what I do not understand, what I cannot make sense of,

What was?

What isn’t?

What is?

Ours is a story half baked.

xoxo 

Chido Dziva Chikwari

"Like night and day our worlds did not mix"

So like all of my pieces this is inspired by my personal experience and my hearts impressions. As the piece states it is a story half-baked and because of that this accompanying note isn’t going to say much. Hopefully most of it will bring meaning to itself and to you reader but if not, hopefully one day I will be able to write more.

Keep Shining J