I wept...

I had so much to say.

Words bubbled up inside me,

and My emotions swelled up,

Rising rising like a volcano within me they erupted.

The flood gates burst open and I wept.

I wept for the times I did not say anything, 

I wept for all times I did and was not heard nor understood, 

I wept for the first time and the last time it happened.

I was broken.

And as I lay there shaking I tried once more to piece myself together again, 

To draw up all the pieces that were shattered, 

To collect back all that I had given away,

And all that had been taken from me.

I tried to bring myself back together again, 

To mend myself,

To heal.

I had so much to say,

But only the walls were there to listen to my beating broken heart,

Because when he was done, 

He slept. 

xoxo

Chido Dziva Chikwari 

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