Tuesday 3 January 2017

Guest Blog: Tribute to My Past

"The problem with pain is that it must be felt."


Everyone wonders where we went wrong. Most times I do too. I hope the answers won’t take too long,while I wait for you to start your life anew. If you are happy that is where you belong. That’s all I ever wanted for you.


Realization
 I don’t make you happy.
Those were his last words to her.
They were excuses,
For all he would not let her be.
Not because she couldn’t be,
But because someone else already was.
She was ready to be his everything.
She gave him her all,
But he refused to acknowledge anything she was, 
Not because he couldn’t,
But because someone else already was,
Blinded she gave and gave.
Wide eyed he took and still demanded,
Until he was satisfied and done.
He wasn’t making her happy.
Not that he couldn’t,
But he was making another happy.


You never loved me
 The truth is you never loved me,
Actually maybe you did,
But your love was different; hard to see.
It gave no light and was off the grid,
No electric shocks or feelings of glee,
Just darkness that candles could not rid.
A powerless love that anyone would flee.
Stupidity in its darkness I hid,
With no energy to set myself free.
You never loved me but you say you did.



 Thanks for Nothing
For the hugs you never gave,
Special days never celebrated,
Introductions never made.
And the conversations banned.
Thanks for nothing.
You never gave anything.
And you took everything.
I am left with nothing.
Thanks for nothing.


Muffin
 Can I call you Pumpkin?
And I can be your Muffin.
Why Pumpkin? He teased,
Secretly he was very pleased,
Because that’s what lovers do,
Have pet names for their boo.
If you must he retorted

Love is a wonderful thing,
Makes you dance, makes you sing.
Giving life joyful purpose.
A personal emotional circus,
Their love was long lasting and true,
Replenished with each day anew.

He gave her comfort and companionship,
Key ingredients for a relationship,
His love for her was set in stone,
A feeling which he could not bemoan.
Oh Love is a wonderful thing!
To be experienced by every human-being.

xoxo 
Muffin 

This is the first post from a Guest writer on My Hearts Impressions. She has requested to remain anonymous but use the alias "Muffin".  The post itself is self explanatory though it runs true with the theme of my blog throughout. It is a cry from the heart and is fittingly all about LOVE...   

Love is a wonderful thing! 
To be experienced by every human being... 

Keep Shining!
Chido Dziva Chikwari.